Pondering why sometimes I have dreams that focus on jobs that I have had in the past. I guess that I am one of those people who never breaks off clean from a job. There is always some weird unspoken or sometimes unfortunately spoken conflict. Last night I dreamed of two previous jobs and there is always some animosity between me and my superiors that gets shoveled out on me in the dream. I wonder why I don't just take control of it, I do on occasion take control of a dream and hand out a slumbering judgment that is never fair or equitable. But, isn't that my right? It is my dream it is my life. I choose who I work for and when, why is it that I always get tangled up with some business that thinks that I am some type of indentured servant. I am in the dream and I come to terms with unresolved conflict. I don't know why certain people decide that there is a hierarchy that you mustn't alter in any way. Screw that. I won't bow down I will take in this life what ever knowledge I can glean and I will not be servant to anyone. So having said that, I will also say that I have fulfilled my obligations to those in my past, especially past employers and that is the bible truth!
Next time I dream I take this with me, solace in justification. I validate my own sentiments and my own obligatory terms.